Yesterday was my nine year wedding anniversary, for those not in the know. Please, don't do the math that will reveal me as an unwed mother for part of those years. I've pulled myself together since then, and quite naturally.
I was a wreck though. It always sucks when you ruin your own anniversary by being a wreck, because it only comes around once a year, and being geared towards the modern, I like being successful. At everything I do, that's just me.
Crying through parts of an anniversary wasn't the worst thing in the world, because I figured I have enough to grieve about as it is. And a few more tears might just get me more to the heart of the matter, and it did. Right into the heart muscle, which I appreciated.
Helps me to think clearer even, another reason I'm grateful. Winters around here, not my best season actually. I try to maintain a positive outlook, but the cold is beyond frigid, it burns, and it's painful. Would never move away though.
I love being North Dakotan.
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